I still remember the skin that stretched
across my mother’s sinuses. Alexa Doran
This tells us something
about the things we hate.
My mother’s nose was knobby and delicate
at once. I stood over her
and massaged the bridge of her
nose for a quarter. I felt naked as I kneaded
her and kneaded her.
Why concern ourselves with my mother’s glands?
Why fixate on the blissless grip of an 8-year-old girl?
I could focus on the eyelet lace across our couch
or the snow that lay its blank body beside the bay
window. I could cast about for my father’s mouth,
mutter my millionth save me.
But the brain is a dirty thing
and it knows what I know
so let her surface, awful and center
as she is — we will always know her
tenderness. We will go away and spend
forever knowing the eggshell arch of her nose
rose high and soft, your newborn’s breath, and everything else
collapsed into valleys,
the station wagon saturated with crumbs,
the hours connected to the cordless, the screen
door and cherry smoke that cling in her wake.
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