Drawing Lesson #2

My pencil is fixed. Let’s avoid the metaphor where the page is the universe, and I am God, and the graphite to the white page is some explosion. Nothing “new” is going to happen here. At best it hasn’t been heard for a long time. At best everyone’s subconscious will render many different things based on the same model. But here is a pencil ready to flesh a mountain. I draw the pleats of it like vulva, I said pleats because you should see a skirt, those things because all mountains are on the female spectrum — if people are still married to that idea. The virtuosity in the depths and heights are just my idea of where the sun is and isn’t. And since I am a bad artist — light is all over the place like spilled olive oil. The mountain because — insurmountable; the olive oil because — the vulva: I should start testing my metaphors by analyzing how well they operate in reverse. The vulva is a mountain, olive oil is light, skirts are mountains: suddenly some things are not very true. I just want to delineate a space I can walk into and be done. There isn’t really a point in all this drawing, just to fashion an escape hatch into a useful solitude.

 

Jessica Lanay is a poet and short story writer originally from the Florida Keys. She is interested in writing towards the incalculable nature of human emotions, psychology, and metaphysical dilemmas. Currently, she is pursuing her MFA in Poetry at the University of Pittsburgh and works at the Center for African American Poetry And Poetics. Her work can be found in Salt Hill Journal, Tahoma Literary Review, Sugar House Review, and others. She is excited to have her work featured in The Dr. T.J. Eckleburg Review, as she has been a fan for quite some time. @jessy_llayne

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For Jane

i am no bird.

i am no

delicate song-maker,

no fragile feather-clump.

though i may be

little and

plain and

unassuming,

do not assume

that i am

what you want

me to be.

though i would

enjoy the ability

to spread out,

to see the world

and live only

for myself,

that is not

who i am.

see me

not for

what you like,

but for

who i tell you

i am.

i am

a woman—

little and

plain and

unassuming

to be sure,

but i am

no bird:

i am no

metaphor

for you to twist and

shape and

force

into the image

you like.

this is

who i am—

do not

coat me in

feathers

or pretty words

to hide

my flaming spirit

because you will only

succeed

in burning

your fingers.

 

Nicole Hylton is a writer-of-all-trades from Southern Maryland. She writes poetry, short stories, and has completed two novellas, Internet Official and Dropping Her Gloves. Her work has appeared in Aethlon and Avatar. She holds a B.A. in English from St. Mary’s College of Maryland, minor in Sociology & Women, Gender and Sexuality Studies.

 

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3 Poems

Yom HaShoah

April 19, 2012

I forgot to light a candle for them, I tell my husband, ask him to remember.
He answers: Dick Clark died. It was all over the radio. Remember him?  

Zachor, I whisper, while outside a stranger’s calling strangers
over a loudspeaker, names heavy and not ours. No one stops, remembering

they have somewhere to be: in bed perhaps, memorizing
a beloved’s face instead of those among the counted, remembered

only by this day, its country made of desert, and her people who
have lost so many of each other, the remembered

outlines hold more solid than the bodies left: my husband and I
not speaking now after that news he half-remembered.  

But my dear, recall instead buying fresh Keemun leaves, and how
we brewed them for my grandmother while she remembered

sitting silent with her mother, those last days when memories
were theirs to make rather than pass down to other family members.  

You know, one cigarette sparked a Golden Gate brush fire, my husband
finally says, perhaps coincidence, perhaps remembering—

Vikhlya Khalfin, babushka, age 92, died sleeping in the Hebrew Home:
dreaming she’d been shot through the heart or eye or burned alive.

                                                                                                                                    Remembering? 

 

Inheritance

I wish I remembered
my great-grandmother’s gaze,
the time she spoke turned inward
beyond where we are so alike,
the first time she told the story.
The room too warm, too thick
with honeyed light, and I too young
for her to think that I was listening.
Her features wear me now—the mole
on my left shoulder, soft, uneven
hips—I see her husband
in them. They echo his final vestige.
Taken away from a kitchen in Kiev,
the last place he looked for her
before the neighbor whispered
zhid and their house was left
empty until the war ended
and great-grandmother came back
to mourn his unfound body, her
hollowed home, the city
                                                   where he may have died.
All her silences and stories, full
I grew with them, full I’ll pass uncertainty
to my children, told or retold, history
or memory, until one, a fading pulsar, bleeds
between stellar glow and blackening sky.
And in that distance, who can tell
igniting times apart? The difference
between the lived and the passed down:
the sundial’s shadow at noon?   
                                                                    I’m wishing
again      today     still    last night—                                                                                                     
in flux like sand and water and ancestry.
I’m wishing for her to have told me
                                                                              his name.
Wounded, pocked, shot through, 
he walks beside me now, so close,
sometimes I think I feel his hand.
His body glows with stars. Blood stars. 
In a voice without gender or race,
I hear him call. And I am one among
the many, a blood star, and my children.
We will be the passing of light, body to body.
We wear our people’s blood and smear
the sky with it, so when the rest look up,
they too will see nothing                                 but faces in the clouds.

 

Eternally Sitting Shiva

We know there are these things that burn,
like wood and our own skin, too close
to smoke that rises without praying for return.

If there’s one thing our people learned
about the way that ashes decompose,
they know there are these things that burn

without leaving a body for which to mourn,
and searching for bones we’ve only found
smoke that rises without meaning to return.

I’ve read our history and when I turn
the page, millions of hands char the ground,
and we know there are these things that burn

like my own hands with which I churn
memory and fire doused with the sound
of smoke that rises without believing in return.

Stars calmly die and then again are born,
but the one that’s on our skin we can’t disclose
because we know there are these things that burn
to smoke that rises, always threatening return.

 

Julia Kolchinsky Dasbach emigrated from Dnepropetrovsk, Ukraine as a Jewish refugee when she was six years old. She holds an MFA in Poetry from the University of Oregon and is a Ph.D. candidate in Comparative Literature at the University of Pennsylvania where her research focuses on contemporary American poetry related to the Holocaust. Her poems have appeared in Gulf Coast, TriQuarterly, The Missouri Review Online, and Narrative Magazine, among others. She has received fellowships from the Bread Loaf and TENT Conferences as well as the Auschwitz Jewish Center. Julia is the author of The Bear Who Ate the Stars, winner of Split Lip Magazine‘s 2014 Uppercut Chapbook Award. She is also Editor-in-Chief of Construction Magazine.

 

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“Eclectic selection of work from both emerging and established writers….” The Washington Post
 
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We publish short works at The Doctor T. J. Eckleburg Review. At this time, we do not publish novel, long memoir, essay collections, story collections or poetry collections at The Doctor T. J. Eckleburg Review. We do offer manuscript workshops at The Eckleburg Workshops. If you are looking to place a manuscript, we can suggest several excellent small and large presses whose excellent books are promoted through our Eckleburg Book Club — i.e., Random House, Graywolf Press, Coffeehouse, Tinhouse, St. Martins Press and more.

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