six flowers from now

1.
A different you. Rittenhouse Square.
Picked a daisy; pushed it through
a buttonhole. Blue coat. February
weather. You were glacial.
Hands froze to your collar. You.
Detached. Contract like veins.

2.
A plural possessive. On our couch.
Petals wilting in waterless bottles. You
were drunk. Your father’s birthday. No
cake. Just candles. Listen to Dead
Flowers; turnover like vinyl in my sleep.

3.
A coffee cup found in the grass.
Overtaken. High tides and ragweed. Your
sewing machine hums unfamiliar songs. My
car. Picture of Provincetown sewn into hems.
Poems in spilled wine and broken dishes.

4.
A borrowed pickup truck. Thirty three.
I had already been to Stillwater. Camped
in the shadow of St. Louis. Their diamond
anniversary. We grow, contract. Expand.
Returned my heart to the strip mines. She
dated flea markets and auctions.

5.
A cancer left nothing but an empty bed.

6.
A pigeon feather. Fire escapes into blind alleys.
Roses in a dumpster. Broken vase smashed
into fake diamonds. Iceless fingers. Muzzle flash.
We got quiet. Like snow still falling. I’m awake.
It’s just coffee. Blood dries like ink. Contract.
A different you.

 

 


jim.warnerJim Warner’s poetry has appeared or is forthcoming in various journals including The North American Review[PANK] MagazineFive QuarterlyThe Minnesota Review, and is the author of two collections Too Bad It’s Poetry and Social Studies(PaperKite Press). Currently, Jim is the Managing Editor of Quiddity housed at Benedictine University in Springfield, IL and writes the weekly column “Best Worst Year” for Sundog Lit.

 

 


 

the meathook, the liontamer, and the Holy Spirit

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jim.warnerJim Warner’s poetry has appeared or is forthcoming in various journals including The North American Review[PANK] MagazineFive QuarterlyThe Minnesota Review, and is the author of two collections Too Bad It’s Poetry and Social Studies(PaperKite Press). Currently, Jim is the Managing Editor of Quiddity housed at Benedictine University in Springfield, IL and writes the weekly column “Best Worst Year” for Sundog Lit.

 

 


 

 

Admittance

I left a season of forwarding addresses
for the Midwest. I had a bad heart,

mis-ticking like a broken Timex, clots
of last May stuck in its crown–the fluid

around my left ventricle was where whiskey went
to keep me company.

I think I hold onto the wrong things.

I ran a ballpoint over my sternum, nurses talk
electrocardiogram pentameter and ACE inhibitors.

My hospital room contracted its ribs.
Wading in the deep end of Knob Creek,

I had forgotten how eyelashes flutter
like blackbirds

or how a dead leaf can be removed from
my shoulder like the weight of loneliness.

Here, now, in the land of Lincoln, surrounded by faceless
days I could count on one hand, I didn’t even notice

how the hours bend like a weeping willow canopy
at my bedside, counting the syllables of my pulse.


jim.warner

Jim Warner’s poetry has appeared or is forthcoming in various journals including The North American Review[PANK] MagazineFive QuarterlyThe Minnesota Review, and is the author of two collections Too Bad It’s Poetry and Social Studies (PaperKite Press). Currently, Jim is the Managing Editor of Quiddity housed at Benedictine University in Springfield, IL and writes the weekly column “Best Worst Year” for Sundog Lit.