Man Like That

Summer 2011 Prosetry Contest Winner

I have stories to tell, he says, his diamond eye sparkling in the bright sun. I can hardly believe I would get in a car with a man like that man. Blasting along, wind whipping hair, he’s saying words as fast as he can spit them out, I’m looking with some wonder at the flower growing out of his ear and the blue fire dancing on his tongue and thinking, you’re just crazy as a shit house rat aren’t you baby?  He takes both hands off the wheel and presses ten fingertips into his skull, screaming, My brain! My brain! That’s right baby, that’s right. It’s about 102 degrees and looking for more, dry lighting snaps in the air, a lizard atomizes on the hood, twang factor everywhere. He’s easing down on the brake now, gliding to a silky stop. He turns his dove eye to me and says very sweetly, have you eaten anything yet I haven’t eaten yet what shall I get what would you like what sounds good? I say, yes.

 

Sally Reno is a writer, producer and newscaster for Pacifica-KGNU Radio in Denver-Boulder and the CFO of Shining Mountains Press. Her flash fiction and short stories have appeared in print and online journals, including Fast Forward, Indigo, Lady Jane’s Miscellany, Used Furniture Review and flashparty.

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p style=”text-align: justify;”>Guest-edited by Molly Gaudry, author of the verse novel We Take Me Apart and founder of The Lit Pub. Read an excerpt of her novella, We Take Me Apart, in Moon Milk Review.

Issue No. 14 | Summer 2011


MMR ANTHOLOGY 2011 — Fiction, Poetry, Art

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GALLERY | B. J. Lloyd

COMEDY SPOTLIGHT | Funny or Die: Dear Woman Will Ferrell & Friends

SUMMER 2011 ECLECTIC GROOVE MIX | Featured Indie Rock | Red Directors

Sublime, Sheryl Crow, Sugar Ray

BOOK GALLERY | Cynthia Atkins, Kristina Marie Darling, Meg Tuite, Mel Bosworth, Michael Kimball, Paul Dickey, J. A. Tyler, John Minichillo

FICTION |

Lotería Lisa Marie Basile

Buy Nothing Day Mickey Hess

Emails from the Staybridge Suites Anaheim Suzanne Marie Hopcroft

Permanent Marjorie Maddox

Or Do You Love It? Meg Pokrass

Honey Melissa Ross

The Soul Shoppe Nathaniel Tower

POETRY |

Pork Salt Kay Cosgrove

Echolalia Leslee Rene Wright

PROSETRY |

Spring 2011 Winner | Prophecy as a Reducing Mathematical Certainty Carl James Grindley (Guest-Edited by Laura Ellen Scott)

Summer 2011 Contest | For Your Eyes Only (Guest-edited by Molly Gaudry)

Emails from the Staybridge Suites Anaheim

Dear Sylvia,

It’s really rotten stuff, what you’re trying to do. I don’t know where you get off singing Janie this sob story about the dirty war you think I’m fighting against you, making her believe it’s you who needs rescuing from me. Christ, Sylv. You might permit me to point out (even putting aside the gaping holes in your tragic narrative) that a thirteen-year-old is not an international relief organization. And that this one, in fact, happens to be your daughter. Our daughter.

On a separate note, though I despise you more in this moment than I ever thought possible, I’d really like to come home. Thoughts?

Querida Marta,

Say it with me: I’m useless. A dog, a rat, a louse. From where you’re sitting, no doubt staring at these words with your eyes smoldering like hot little coals, you could compare me with any number of sub-human creatures. With dirt, even — oh, with the scum of the planet itself. Marta, I know this.

Because I told you we’d run, eclipse our sordid little lives in a flash of brilliance, that the car would be waiting to take us to LAX and then to Monaco, the Maldives, the powdery white sands of Malaysia. I’m telling you, mi tierra, I know. And I wasn’t lying about wanting it. I wanted it to be true!

Now every time I see the reflection of my coward’s face in the back of a spoon, I feel the urge to spit on it. So of course you’re right to loathe me. I loathe me too.

Dear Janie,

Happy birthday, darling. I’m sorry I can’t be there, and I hope you relish the book of poems I sent — Ferlinghetti, your favorite, isn’t it?

Someday we’ll go to Coney Island together, and you’ll see exactly what he meant as you gaze out across the park from the tippity-top of the Cyclone, just seconds before its jarring and jolting metal hurtles you screaming toward the ground below and the hot-dog vendors with their steaming snacks and the laughing children tugging on their fathers’ shorts. You’ll see.

Anyway, I wish you’d write. You might throw your Pops a bone.

Querida Marta,

Words cannot express how vexed I am to hear that Sylvia has fired you. But on the other hand, mi vida, think about how much better you deserve. You’re a gem, a star, the apex of perfection! Truly, you deserve better than all of us — or certainly better than Sylv and me. (Janie is, admittedly, another story.)

Dear Sylvia,

Let me try to imagine what you’re thinking right now. You’re thinking that your silence is some sort of feminist statement, that somehow you’re making the world safer for blustery career-women everywhere by putting the bitter throbbing of your own wounds above the happiness of your entire family in all its hurting, bleeding misery.

Well, be that as it may, let’s just get a few things straight.

First, a real feminist wouldn’t have been caught dead in that sorority at USC. Shopping and stilettos and sister-on-sister infighting — I remember what it was like when we first met.

And secondly, you’re a bitch.

Querida Marta,

I know that I can’t claim the right to press you, but please — have you really, truly thought about this? I’ve come to my senses, mi amor, and everything we’ve ever wanted could be ours. The cottage within earshot of the ocean’s roar, the midnight confessions of our darkest secrets, the knowing glances filled with salty sweat and sex. How can you say no?

Really, it’s cruel of you to accuse me of speaking in empty clichés when you must see how crazy I am about you. I can’t believe you’re in your right mind as you write these replies.

Dear Janie,

Your mother will try to say I never loved either of you — that if I had, I wouldn’t have done what I have. Don’t listen. What you have to understand is this: I entered a universe of bare, cherished beauty when I first lay your quivering body across my chest as it rose and fell. I had no idea until that moment how your wails would color everything. My ambition and my nightmares, my laughter, my little lies. And now at night I lie awake and alone and think of how your mother might poison you against my love. Don’t listen to her, Janie. Don’t listen!