If a Tree Falls in the Forest It Will Always Make a Sound

A tall, lush, evergreen forest.

The sound of an airplane flying overhead.

Bird calls echoing through the forest.

Moss sleeves on tree branches.

Moss coats on trunks.

Massive ferns at their feet.

A long dirt trail.

The sound of boots walking on the path.

Maple leaves scattered all over.

The occasional heavily-graffitied sign.

Twigs.

There’s water in the distance.

There’s a valley. Many fallen trees rest inside it.

Poison ivy.

Mushrooms.

These dead trees decompose where poisons and life grow. Roots lose their grip on life itself.

The echo of a faraway boat.

If a tree falls in the forest it will always make a sound. To say it wouldn’t if someone wasn’t there is just silly. Everything makes an impact no matter what the audience, or lack of.

At the end of this valley there is a diamond of trees standing across from one another. They create the image of a boat. Seagulls caw in the distance.

A log, shaped like a seal, sitting up and alert.

Nighttime is coming. First it comes slowly, then it hits you like death.

There is a big difference between walking inside the forest at 6PM and walking inside at 7PM. It is currently October in the Pacific Northwest. Night comes quickly. It’s scary no matter who you are to be suddenly stuck in the woods at night.

With the assistance of a smartphone at 2% battery I can Google Maps and flashlight myself home. It is statistically unlikely that anyone would be hiding in the bushes to kill me. Most people are not killers. And most people are not in the forest. Most people who would be here are just as stuck as me.

I have been stuck in this forest many times before. I have gotten lost many times. I have destroyed a pair of Doc Martens before by getting stuck in this forest. There is so much beauty and danger in this natural world. I get stuck on the wrong path but eventually I find it.

There is a light at the end of the path. I follow it. I am going into the light.

This is not death. I leave the forest and I am back in reality. I get my laundry from the laundry room. I take it back to my apartment and put my clothes away.

My window is a light in a pitch-dark night. Nothing too out of the ordinary. At the end of the day, it’s just light.

Photo at the top of the page: “Fall Forest No.1” by Thomas James Caldwell is licensed under CC BY-ND 2.0.

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Mercury-Marvin Sunderland (he/him) is a transgender autistic gay man with Borderline Personality Disorder. He's from Seattle and currently attends the Evergreen State College. He's been published by University of Amsterdam's Writer's Block, UC Davis' Open Ceilings, UC Riverside's Santa Ana River Review, UC Santa Barbara's Spectrum, and The New School's The Inquisitive Eater. His lifelong dream is to become the most banned author in human history. He's @RomanGodMercury on Facebook, Instagram, and Twitter.