Sex has always come without consequences for seventeen-year-old Evan. Until he hooks up with the wrong girl and finds himself in the wrong place at very much the wrong time. After an assault that leaves Evan scarred inside and out, he and his father retreat to the family cabin in rural Minnesota—which, ironically, turns out to be the one place where Evan can’t escape other people. Including himself. It may also offer him his best shot at making sense of his life again.
“This is a pitch-perfect, daring novel about how sex and violence fracture a life and the painstakingly realistic process of picking up the pieces….Utterly gripping.” —starred, Kirkus Reviews
“Mesrobian takes aim at big topics….By focusing on Evan, Mesrobian talks about hookup culture in a way that is character-based, not agenda-driven, and showcases a teenager who grows and changes without becoming unrecognizable or saintly.” —starred, Publishers Weekly
“The dialogue is organic, crisp and true. The topics are deep and relevant—sex and violence, of course, but also gender roles, therapy, PTSD, father-son relationships, class rivalry, drug use, and more. This is an amazing story, one that all older teens will benefit from reading.” —starred, VOYA
Publisher: Carolrhoda LAB
Page Count: 304
Size: 5 1/4 x 7 1/2
Release Date: October 2013
1. Did you know anyone like Evan in high school? What did you think about him?
2. Contrast the way Evan’s father handles Evan’s trauma with the approach Layne and Tim take.
3. Evan feels a great deal of guilt about Collette. Do you think he is responsible for what happened to her, too? How?
4. Do you think that, if the timing and circumstances had been different, Evan and Baker could’ve been a
successful couple? Why or why not?
5. The Cupcake Lady of Tacoma is Evan’s last big secret. Why do you think he’s refused to talk about her
for so long? What does this story reveal or explain about Evan that wasn’t as clear before?
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September Girls by Bennett Madison
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Carrie Mesrobian teaches at the Loft Literary Center in Minneapolis. A native Minnesotan, she lives with her husband, daughter, and dog. Her work has appeared in Brain, Child magazine, the Minneapolis Star-Tribune, and Calyx. Sex & Violence, her first novel, was a finalist for the YALSA’s William C. Morris Award for Best Debut YA Fiction and a nominee for the Minnesota Book Award’s Young People’s Literature category. Her second novel, Perfectly Good White Boy, will be released from Carolrhoda LAB in October 2014. She is currently at work on a third novel for HarperTeen. www.carriemesrobian.com